Wednesday, November 5, 2008

MY AWESOME TESTIMONY

My testimony starts like this:


The story begins after my Raya holiday. Actually I am on holiday since September the 20th, right after my last internship day. So I went back home only during Raya. So when I was at home , I went to fix my wrist. I suppose to stay at home and rest. But I came back cos I missed church, PG, and I didn’t want to miss choir practice for AYA awards. So I told my mum I really had to go cos I have choir practice for AYA awards night. So I told her what was AYA and not forgetting I told her I will be appearing on TV.


So she had to let me go. And I told her I will be back after the practice before deepavali week. She said NO!!!CANNOT!!!. She just wouldn't allow me to come back after practice. So I said ok la I will come back on the 19 october. Still she said cannot. I was so frustrated and I said OK LA! I will come back on the 18. So I promised her I will be coming back on the 18 of october. So after my practice on the 15 october. I told Schaefer that I wont be there for practice for 2 weeks.


Then he said that’s quite long and didn’t you tell your mum you’ll be on TV. I said ya. But still I had to go back home as I promised. I was so sad that I had to go back that weekend by missing 2 weeks of practice. That’s quite a lot to be missed for a soprano. So went I went back home with Olivia in the car, I was so serious and in a deep thinking. So I told Olivia about it. We tried to come up with an idea. Cos if I were to stay back till Wednesday. I have to have a place to stay. Currently,its semester holiday for MMU.


So all electricity and water supply will be cut off by Sunday night or Monday. So I was thinking, even if I stay back where am I going to stay?? We came up with an Idea. I was kinda frustrated about how am I going to tell my mum about it! I was thinking, surely my mum is going to kill me if I am going to tell her I am staying back for the choir practice. Surely she will be questioning me whether family is important or some other things are important.


So I was thinking maybe I should lie to her and tell her that I couldn’t get bus ticket for the weekend because it was all sold out. And maybe then she will let me go and let me come after my practice. But there was a sense of guilt in me telling me I shouldn’t be lying. On Friday night I slept very early after coming back from shopping. While I was sleeping my mum called but I was to tired to pick it up and I was scared too. So the next day I woke up early in the morning still lying on my bed turning left and right to get back my sleep.


I was so troubled about what am I going to say to my mum and its 18 today. So I went praying on my bed while I was lying. I told God: God please help me I am feeling guilty and I know its wrong to lie. God just tell me what am I suppose to do PLEASE. Then right after I prayed. He instructed me to open a book(TOUCHPOINTS FOR STUDENTS). He didn’t tell me which page or what or anything. Nothing. While I was still lying on my bed I took out the book. He told me: Just open it. And so I opened it. To my surprise he wanted to teach me and to give me answers to my prayer I just prayed..


Quotes from the book:title: HOW MY CHARACTER REVEALED IN MY DECISION?


*your decision determine your actions,and your actions show what is in your heart.


Scriptures:(New Living Translation)

PROVERBS: 14:2 

  • Those who follow the right path fear the LORD;tho who take the wrong path despise Him.

PROVERBS 3:6 ;

  • Seek His will in all you do, and He will direct your paths. 

TIMOTHY 3:16

  • All scriptures is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It straightens us out and teaches us to do what is right.

So then I was relieved. I knew that lying wasn’t the best solution but truth is. So then I was ready to tell the truth and to face what ever it takes to tell the truth to my mum. So I called her right after that. While I was dialing, I was still praying: God please bless and be with me thru out the whole conversation. So I told her the truth. To my surprise. She said its ok. Take you time and come back after practice. I never heard her saying this before. And she don’t change her mind easily. After finish talking I was so happy and I thanked and I praised God. God is so good that He helped me in this situation. It is so hard believe that He even changed my mums mind. I was so speechless. And I just couldn’t stop thanking and praising God. So that What my testimony is all about.



Tuesday, November 4, 2008

SHOPPING SESSION WITH LOVELY ROOMIE,SIM YING.

YAY! exam ended on 15 or 16 of october for sim ying. So we planned to go out. We were supposed to go on thusday but both of us were tired. i woke up and i saw her still asleep.  I didnt want to wake a sleeping girl. And so i slept back too. When we woke up again we decided to go tomorrow instead. So on that thurday night we did crazy stuff...We were chatting laughing, joking and telling stories until  the next morning. We actually didnt even sleep. And we were also painting our nails. I was addicted to it that day. We really had fun that day painting our nails together.


After painting our nail and letting it to dry, it was already the next morning. We were suppose to go for Dim Sum that morning with her friends. So we got ready and we went. We went  for Dim Sum at Puchong. I am not so familiar with Puchong so i dunno exactly where. Dim Sum was good. The last time i remember having Dim Sum was when i was back in Melaka doing my foundation. And now im in my final year. So it was quite sometime ago. So after Dim Sum session that morning, We went straight to TIMES SQUARE. Sam and Yao Hong sent us to putrajaya terminal right after  the Dim Sum session.

So we took a bus to KL Central and then took a monorail to IMBI, where TIMES SQUARE is located. We went around looking to see what we needed. I bought quite some stuff. After all the shopping. We were tired. So we wanted to sit somewhere and have a chat or so. So we found BASKIN ROBINS nearby us. So me and her decided to just go BASKIN ROBINS  to sit down and eat ice cream.And so we did. I bought some caremel ice cream and she bought some minty  green ice cream. 


We had a nice time chit chatting and looking at REAL JAPANESE SCHOOL GIRLS and BOYS. You know how crazy people can be when they see some KOREAN OR JAPANESE people. But im not in that category. Im not crazy about those people. I only go crazy about GOD. But anyway we had a good time there. By the time we reached back we were quite tired. I dozed off right after i came into the room. I changed  my clothes and i dozed off. I was Exactly 8pm on Friday night. After i got up something amazing happened. Its a testimony about how God works in my life. It will be on my next post.Be encouraged and inspired.


Monday, November 3, 2008

MY SO CALLED PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS

Since i got myself a NEW phone, i started to have interest in photography. I got myself a K550i sony ericsson handphone. Since then I started to take pretty pictures. I dunno if I have the skills. But you tell me. I also take pictures of things that happens in my life. I will blog everything that happens in life.







 

Sunday, November 2, 2008

RAYA HOLIDAYS AND INTERNSHIP REPORT!!!

WHEE!!!HOLIDAY!!!October 1st was Raya Celebration day. Since its a long stretch of holiday, i went back home. YAY!!! It was a free ride back to Johor. My aunt wanted to go back to Kluang to see my grandma, which was her beloved mother. So i was thinking why not just follow her back. Cos i was thinking, since she is going Kluang, i can just follow her back and then the next day go back to my hometown which is Batu Pahat. So i was like ok lets just follow, its a free ride anyway. The truth is i just want to save some money. I also have financial difficulties like everyone else too. So  i followed my aunt back home. 


Before i left that  i had a good time fellowshipping with my roomate. I love my both of my roomies. They're lovely people. God really blessed with good people to live my final year with. Truly its a Gods blessing. Anyways, back to my raya stories. So i stayed one day at my another aunt's  house for a day then after that i went back home by normal public transport which was way cheaper ,like RM 2.70 . I had bad time at home though cos i wasnt really feeling well. i was very tensed and worried. It was all because of my intership report. I did it in a rush. It was last minute nitice and we(interns) didnt have much time.

I finished my intern only on the 19th of september. And i need to submit it in a weeks time.After working for 3 months, i was happy to finally finish my intern. I passed my report only on the 29th of september. i only had rest 3 days which was the weekend. All i can say is that i was quite tired. I really hate to rush my work. If i rush, i will basically panic and blank. And i  did panic and i was blank. And somemore when i went to submit no lecturer was there. My cordinator was back for raya. I panic-ed and i didnt know what to do. So i went straight to FOM to submit. To my surprise no one  was there. 


But there was only an indian lady incharge of MASTERS DEGREE was there. So there werent much option so i passed it to her. So i told her pls pls pls help me passed it to my  lecturer. She said ok i will keep it and if i see your lecturer then i will pass it to him. but still i was worried. Cos the report is really important. It contributes to my final result of my internship. So of course i worry. So i wasnt feeling good when i was back home. Even my mum said my attitude was bad compared to the previous time i came. I felt really bad about it. I cant blame her for not understanding me also  and somemore she is geting old. She gets hurt easily. 


I was really really sorry for my own attitude.But my raya holiday ended well cos i went out for raya visiting to my school friend houses.COOLNESS!! You dont alwasy get to do that you know. This year was quite exciting. We get to meet people who we(me  and my other chinese frens) haven t even seen for years since FORM 5.  I had a awesome time. It was really cool. We joked, we laughed we smiled and we took pictures too. The moments were one of a kind moment. I really enjoyed myself. It was a really good time of fellowship with malay friends. It was the only time where we can meet together. 

I actually think we should have a REUNION for CONVENT GIRLS FORM 5 from year 2004 batch. Surely it will be great. Maybe i should ask Alicia Tan to plan it. She is good at  gathering back the convent girl so why not? Alicia..... here is come.....








Saturday, November 1, 2008

ACTS GREEN HUDDLE'S BAH KU TEH LUNCH SESSION


YES!! YUMMY FOOD!! Green Huddle which is under olivia had bah ku teh for lunch after cyberjaya sunday morning service. We had a great time there.The location of the Bah ku teh was at seri kembangan. We also had a time of sharing.The day before we had BLOOM CONFERRENCE for the ladies. Me,Joy, Pei Shi,Olivia went for the Conferrence. The conferrence was really awesome. All the speakers were great. I was so touched and blessed by YB HANNAH YEOH's message. So during the luch session we shared about the messages the speaker said and stuff. It was a good time of sharing and fellowship.

List of people who were there:
  1. OLIVIA
  2. ROCHELLE, 
  3. SHOBITA
  4. JOY
  5. ELISHA
  6. STEPHANIE
  7. AMY SIM
  8. JI JIAN
The lunch was awesome and i was blessed by even being there. Lunch was a treat from Ji Jian. Ji jian was investing in some shares so he got some profit and he blessed us with treating us lunch. Thank God for Ji Jian and his blessings. May God bless Him as he continues to bless other .

Friday, October 31, 2008

INDUSTRIAL TRAINING

Finally i am done with my industrial training. My last day of intern was on the 19th of september. I just couldn't wait to end my internship at that time. My internship was quite an experience. I laughed i cried i smiled. Of all the day, i only loved my last day of internship. It was good. But unfortunately i was not appreciated by my department but by the other department which was finance. Sad isnt it? But i know at least i was appreciated although it was the other department. I thank God for that.

Since September 19 was my last day of intern, so i thought of doing something. Since i was on annual leave back home, i baked a cake for office and it was also for one of my fren(sages)'s birthday. So i distributed the cakes to the department that appreciated me. The finance department said my cake was really good. Some were quite amazed. At the same time it was puasa season. So malays in my office cant eat. So i only gave the cake to Pris, Lee, Joon and Fawzi. Fawzi is a malay guy. He is the only one that was nice to me in my department.


So that's why i gave him. I know it was puasa, so i packed the cake in a container and told him to eat it after Break- Fast. He deserves to be appreciated that why i gave him. He wasn't even my supervisor but he just deserves it. My supervisor is just lame and so sucky. I just hate him. He dont deserve anything. But i gave him my last respect and i said goodbye and i left the office happily. The last few hour of my internship was photo taking session. Only finance department people took pictures with me. I had fun and i was happy. Glad everything was over.






Wednesday, October 15, 2008

MY NEW BLOG!!! FINALLY!!!

I am glad finally i have my own personal and new blog to update about what my life is and the whole journey of life that i am going through until this point of time. Finally i became a blogger myself. i had a blog before but it was just a crap.... i dunno. I didnt have anyone to share those stuff... so i was forced to write it out so that i dont blow off my brain. So now i am writing my blog as a diary or as a storyline of my life. This is because i want my life to be a testimony and a blessing unto others in a way or two.


As i venture into my final year, i dont feel any older, but i know i am becoming wiser. Seriously i dont feel older. I just feel the same as if i am still in my first year of my studies. I have to knock my self out to reality sometimes to make me realise that i am no longer a first year student but in my final year of my studies. Time really flys. Its like in a blink of an eye i am a final year student. Amazing isnt it? When i was still in my first year, i would wonder when am i going to finish my studies. And here i am now: a final year student at last.


Its almost hard to believe that i am a final year student. Look at my size for instance. Even if i tell people that i am a final year student they would even think its a joke. I thank God that He made me short so that i can always be young no matter how old i can be. I dont really care that i am short. As long as i know i do what other normal people can do i am fine. I also know that He made me short for a reason. He always has His own special purpose in how he creates His own image. If people want to think i am short and incapable, so be it. Do you think i even care? I DON'T cause i know my own capabilities. 


If you still think short is something bad... well think again. Cause you are now questioning God on  how He created His own image. Think how would God really feel when you think that way. So now you have a reason not to question people on how they were created. Every Gods child were created wonderfully and beautifully. We should not question God on that. God is a perfect God and He has all the reason to create us the way He wants to. For me i think i am fine with myself.I have no regrets of being short but instead i praise and i thank God for it. Everyone should do that too.